Why is the idea of straddling the middle so difficult for me?
There is no middle. There is one side or the other. Oh crap. Now I just thought, "There is grey." So, what do I mean? hmmmm.
It think it means that I can't stand to be stuck in the middle - not knowing whether to go left or right, up or down, backward or forward.........you get the point.
I want conviction for everything I do.
Now, that's a good word. I don't know that I've ever written it before. I wish I could give "conviction" away wrapped in a bow.